on my way to get pops

rollin... in a black chevy silverado. on my way to get pops. no stops by cops that roll past on patrol to console those in need. in deed, its guaranteed to deseed the weed before takin tokes. but i don't smoke and that's no joke. used to but i had to stop. on my way to get pops. word. alert the masses that class begins soon. in the afternoon i pop balloons and watch cartoons until 3:00 pm. on my way to get pops and see him put his luggage in the back of the truck. had a dream that seemed so real. i was once again swimming through an underwater beehive, seeing live performances of my favorite bands on the ocean floor. the more i start swimmin im beginnin to see 8 foot underwater trees that make a beautiful scene lean against what it used to mean to be dope and not in the way to make you cope. as i'm lifted out of the water, i see three versions of tynman, my dog. no fog or smog but a nice sunny day. so i fly towards the middle one, and we both fly to a small island, where i see a tiny man find a stick and scrape a line in the sand. almost like he was expecting us. he warns us that there's a storm on its way and we need to seek shelter.we find a place, light candles and tynman looks at me and says we need to get home man. then i wake up. now i sit here, connected to the world through wifi listening to hip hop. on my way to get pops

willingness for the act of return

to this particular willingness, no return is allowed. and i'll say it out loud to a crowd of a thousand millions. that means a billion people would know that you're not welcome near my heart. the first time i had to set i to restart , the second time it fell apart i had to kick start it so that it would function. this time i won't be a punk and i'll start cartin off the pieces that you shattered, scatter them around and upgrade my heart so that this chatastrophy won't ever have to be... anymore period! end of the saddest story in my life. but theres still pontential for something better

now all we have to show for that love are two pieces of metal and a one carat rock

listen to this... if you can hear a keyboard while you read it

i just took my medication. i feel sleepy. i take two types of anticonvulsants and a benzodiazepiane as needed for back up. thank goodness for medicaid so the bills don't stack up. so now i'm in the niddle of soethin that makes me feel like i could crack up. and not in a good way. if i could, i'd pack up and move away for days but it's craze cuz my doctors oare here so there's no way. where would i go anyway? maybe out west. in the u.s i find that's the best. i know this is a short blog but i'll get back to y'all tomorrow

listen to this... if you can a keyboard while you read it

i just took my medication. i feel sleepy. i take two types of anticonvulsants and a benzodiazepiane as needed for back up. thank goodness for medicaid so the bills don't stack up. so now i'm in the niddle of soethin that makes me feel like i could crack up. and not in a good way. if i could, i'd pack up and move away for days but it's craze cuz my doctors oare here so there's no way. where would i go anyway? maybe out west. in the u.s i find that's the best. i know this is a short blog but i'll get back to y'all tomorrow

it's june 23rd

it's june 23rd and it was noon when i heard the birds outside... i mean seagulls. see? i see full versions of my favorite craze this hits the craziness in ways we get the phase that fits... what? i didn't understand that. so let's slow that down and try to make us all understand. or maybe its just the fact that freestyle writing isn't supposed to be planned. i'm gonna get back to this blog a little bit later on

it's necessary for the the light

it is necessary to be the knight thats less than scary, and if it were my choice i'd tear the page and step on stage and let all the rage out of my mind. and find what i need to find. and is it necessary to caress and carry the water that would put out the fire in your eyes. i'd carry you then. i pair my mind body and soul like i would with a first generation ipod and an old powerbook g4. If I could only see more. i've never been torn between the life i have now and the life i've always wanted. i think most are haunted by this. i wish there was a wish list where these fists could enlist in the army of white blood cells inside my body and train to fight what could be next. if there is any of the many things that plenty bring my way. i'm somewhat of a soldier already and have held steady through much too much. so i'm gonna stay healthy. its either take the test and quit or make the best of it...

lit up the sky

why did i try to light up the dark sky and makes sparks fly towards both bright eyes? maybe because during the lighting process i thought i'd guess what you'd look like in a tan dress. i can invest my time in a way to unwind the type of person you are. or type of people we are. it doesn't matter anymore. it's just a sadder shattered chore that wont be done until you've had fun at the pool under the sun. but tonight i might light candles, wear beach sandals, and sit outside to look at the stars and think of all the headlights from cars about 1,400 miles away. in a different time zone. i'd feel alone even if i owned a clone that could remind me of the great memories we've had. i've got to shake off this feeling and look for the real thing. who knows, it should go with time

orange

one day i was driving my car and i had the idea to make a video of a fruit changing colors. then i thought what if it changed colors while moving. i decided on an orange because of the texture of its rind. so i went to the grocery store and bought an orange, went to a friends and tried to change the color of it while it was moving using final cut pro. i couldn't figure it out at the time. so i figured this might be kinda cool as well

if i could figure out how to center the video i'd be happier though

is it my choice

if it were up to me i'd make you see that at 3:23 last night i had to light your cigarette and let you bet me $2,000 and 3 wet dog collars that the whole reason we met was to forget and let go of our heartbroken pasts. so start smokin fast so we can outlast the fastest. and bring forth the masses. in class i used to wonder how i'd look with glasses. some say this is trash and i go off on tangents that make you think i'm from a moon of another planet. some say i can't but i can stand it. that's how i planned it. man it's late. gotta get sleep so i can feel great and tomorrow afternoon i can say i ate a healthy breakfast on a hot plate ay 8:00 a.m. that's all i've got to say so until tomorrow... goodnight

if i could learn

if i could learn i'd earn the fact that i wouldn't have this sunburn... or be so stubborn. its unheard of that this love could develop fins and win a date with your high school sweetheart. the her now and not from back then, in the early 90's. why can't i find and see... or why can't she find me... but don't draw a line between the finest seas and your neck. i've tried to see but i just can't reflect. i've given respect and promise to protect. but that same sweetheart that fell apart has potential to restart. as a matter of fact, if i were to be a fish, i'd wish for happiness and to find all that we'd missed. if we had just one more day for you to recognize the fact that exact change is the best way to make purchases, all these purses on surfaces wouldn't just be random words that rhymed... as a matter of fact if given a metronome like the one on my iphone it wouldn't be on time. it's good to be that way

Hi to all

save the guy named dave who was a slave to his crazed out sound waves. engraved in his days are a dazed out haze of craziness. the days he missed. listed are mystic yet realistic stars that go far so other stars ignite the right inside the light. am i right?......... maybe