lit up the sky

why did i try to light up the dark sky and makes sparks fly towards both bright eyes? maybe because during the lighting process i thought i'd guess what you'd look like in a tan dress. i can invest my time in a way to unwind the type of person you are. or type of people we are. it doesn't matter anymore. it's just a sadder shattered chore that wont be done until you've had fun at the pool under the sun. but tonight i might light candles, wear beach sandals, and sit outside to look at the stars and think of all the headlights from cars about 1,400 miles away. in a different time zone. i'd feel alone even if i owned a clone that could remind me of the great memories we've had. i've got to shake off this feeling and look for the real thing. who knows, it should go with time